I swear to God, I will love again

I remember that time I gave my trust but then I’ve been disappointed. I remember that time I told myself it won’t happen again and I won’t love anyone else. I remember that time I felt my heart withdrawn into itself. I remember that time my eyes became dark with no light inside anymore.

But above all else, I swear to God I will love again. Humans are tough, humans are complexes and so am I. We all should keep fighting to find love, to find these lullabies into our belly, to find this light that makes us shine again, this sound that makes us smile again.

I remember that time I’ve been angry, that time I hated the person I am for being more sensitive than I used to be. I remember that time I’ve been more disappointed by myself than the actual reason on itself. I remember that time, I’ve been tough and pulled out the opportunity of being happy with someone else.

But above all else, I swear to God I will love again. Because what would be Life if it wasn’t challenging, if it wasn’t an adventure full of obstacles. What would be Life if relationships weren’t a lesson every time, good or bad, they are all a lesson we need to keep in mind. They help us to grow, to build who we are and give us a reason to keep going.

I remember that time I saw my mom crying on the sofa at Christmas because she was feeling abandoned. I remember that time I realized my family was falling apart and I couldn’t do anything but protecting my sister. I remember that time I knew it wouldn’t be the same anymore.

But above all else, I swear to God I will love again. An experience shouldn’t be the final point. A night shouldn’t be a solution. Letters, words, cries shouldn’t be a no return. Nothing is perfect and won’t be perfect. The texture of Life in our heart, on our skin, in our tears are what make us Unique.

I remember that time I woke up and realized all my pain disappeared. I remember that time I felt the sun onto my skin and the peacefulness into my mind. I remember that time I realized I was on my way to live, to feel good again.

Above all else, I swear to God I will love again. Because nothing is permanent, Happiness is a journey not a destination so is pain. The way we react to things is what makes us. You want to be happy, so make the most of it. You won’t suffer again and again. You won’t cry anymore. Because nothing is permanent and this is what makes Life worth it.

Full love – Roxie

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